Friday, May 18, 2012 7:36 PM
■ Brother-Matt Corby
I've been listening to that song for 3 days straight now. And every time I sing it, I'll sing that 'oooOoo ooOooo' part. The funny thing is, is that my sister told me he's from Australian Idol and he came runner up behind Natalie something and I couldn't remember him. Then I searched him up one night before I fell asleep on my bed and saw that infamous hair cut! It amazed me how much he's changed and how I couldn't tell who he was, was freaking mind blowing. Good job Corby! And great song!!
Meanwhile, I'm assuming all you want to hear is about how my life has been with school. I don't want to talk about that lol, but school's been good to me. I got 45/50 for my ancient exam and 38/40 for Drama. So far those subjects have given me a band 6. Lately Maths has been disappointing to me. I didn't calculate my marks altogether because I know I won't get the mark I want even though they're pleasantly good. But it's not up to MY standards.
Yeah, schools okay. Not stressed just yet. Oh and I hate English assessments, take home essays. I tend to do well in exam panic conditions rather than calmed home conditions. Um so what has happened...
I bought a pair of new runners. I love them so much. Best investments everrr and out of all the clothes and shoes I've ever bought, this beats it all because I know I'll put it to use. I've been jogging lately too. Jogging so I can stay fit and feel healthy. At least twice a week I'd go for a 30-40 minute jog then stretch and feel my body transition!
Oh yeah, let's talk about what my future consists of. When I finish school/ HSC, I'd like to go on a road trip with close friends. I feel like the trip will bring us together much closer and will have a really strong bond. We'll realize how much we'll miss eachother once we live our own lives. I know I won't have enough money to book a flight and fly around the world but hopefully to Melbourne or Brisbane. Somewhere away from home would be nice.
In uni, I'd like to meet my man. Man of my dreams if that's possible. I'm not saying he has to be white but preferably ;) haha White guys are divine but who knows what their personality is like. And I'd want to get married by 25 OKAY?! LOL
What would I like to do in life? When people ask me this question (which happens a lot now because we're nearing the end) I tend to lie. I know what I want to do, it's just I'm not sure if it's a good idea. Also people will give me a look like 'You won't get far with that'. I can only talk to Bobina or Maria about this because they both want similar careers. Yes it's acting. I know being Asian will limit your chance of being on the big screen but it's at least the try. People out there shouldn't discriminate, if only there was a way people would look past your race and see your skill. Because only skill matters right? Even applying for a job, skill is required. It's risky because acting takes years to satisfy and reach to the limit but as long as you have a really good agent/ manager who's able to expose you and lift you higher to the professionals, then you've made it.
Yeah that's my deliberation... Masterchef's on LOL BYE!!
Sunday, April 15, 2012 11:50 AM
■ Earthquake- Labyrinth
One Direction hits Australia. Well they came on Tuesday morning and yes, I woke up exceptionally early for them. And I have been for the past 3 days.
I'm kind of sick of it. Sick of being in love with them. Like they're living their life, why shouldn't I? I'm not saying I don't love One Direction anymore because trust me, I still do. They're so entertaining I don't think I can ever get sick of them. I'm only saying I'm getting sick of stalking and updating myself with them.
From Tuesday morning to Thursday night, I just went ballistic. Tuesday I had a freaking flight track which tracked the boys flight from the US to when they arrive in Aus. I didn't stare at it for the full 13 hours, I just looked here and then to check where they were. Then they arrived and I started following all these twitter accounts which updated on where the boys would be in Sydney. Spam spam spam spam spam on my timeline. Every 10 seconds someone would update. On the same day (Tuesday) I went to the city with my older sister, she wanted to go and see them too, and went to the Merch store in city. Got myself another poster and a wristband. I've been wearing the wristband ever since. After that updates say the boys are on a boat/ yacht. So walked to Circular Quay and started searching for a white boat. See what I mean, I go crazy for them and I just started to drain myself. I kind of gave up. I went to their hotel but they weren't there. I knew they weren't but I just stood there in hope of seeing them.
Wednesday; stayed at home but woke up like 5am to watch them on The Today Show, Sunrise, Kyle and JackieO and other interviews. They were so flawless and real on TV. It felt more real seeing them on tv than in real life, strange but true. Maybe it just confirmed to me they were actually in Australia. I took a nap coz I was exhausted from Tuesday and at night they had interviews on Nova and Hot30 which I tried listening to when I went out with my aunties and sisters for a girls night out dinner. I felt like I wasn't contributing or engaging with the dinner, like I secluded myself just to listen to the boys on radio. I felt horrible. IT'S A FREAKING DINNER EMILY, HAVE FUN. LISTEN TO THE RADIO INTERVIEW LATER. That dinner could of been fun if I was more aware that I was there.
Thursday; I went out with a friend to the city to stalk them again, this time I was reluctant. I went with her because she hadn't been looking for them yet. I was so tired and I just thought 'I don't care anymore' and I wanted to go home. There was no point in looking for them when their security is tight and they're practically hostages in our country. Around 3pm, there was a figure on the balcony of the hotel, right at the very top level. We chanted Niall, I didn't.. I had loud noises, but THE OTHER GIRLS chanted Niall assuming it was him and IT WAS. He fist pumped and waved clarifying it was him. AWESOME. I saw Niall :) And Harry came out and waved too, you could tell by his posture and the way he walked that it was him. And Louis doing the 'move back' move through the window of the hotel, that was him. But today I made a lot of friends with other people, they're actually really nice girls. I couldn't believe how nice all the girls were and how cooperative or helpful they were to each other in finding the boys.
Friday- I didn't care. My care for them in Australia died. Also my care for the people going to the concert died too. I didn't give a crap. Of course I wanted to be there but I'll meet them in the future. Yeah my sister insisted we go somewhere to take my mind off so I went to my cousins house and was going to bake a cake but instead we had casual conversations.
THE END. THEY'RE IN MELBOURNE. HOORAHH. THEN THEY'LL BE BACK IN THE UK WHERE THEY BELONG. HOME SWEET HOME.
MY POINT is I don't ever want to do this again. It was hell. Stalking the boys.. no. Don't go there again Emily. I've realised I've distant myself from my family a lot BECAUSE OF THIS. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT BECAUSE I CAN'T. Family makes me happy and I shouldn't avoid them because of 5 guys.
FANX.
I'm kind of sick of it. Sick of being in love with them. Like they're living their life, why shouldn't I? I'm not saying I don't love One Direction anymore because trust me, I still do. They're so entertaining I don't think I can ever get sick of them. I'm only saying I'm getting sick of stalking and updating myself with them.
From Tuesday morning to Thursday night, I just went ballistic. Tuesday I had a freaking flight track which tracked the boys flight from the US to when they arrive in Aus. I didn't stare at it for the full 13 hours, I just looked here and then to check where they were. Then they arrived and I started following all these twitter accounts which updated on where the boys would be in Sydney. Spam spam spam spam spam on my timeline. Every 10 seconds someone would update. On the same day (Tuesday) I went to the city with my older sister, she wanted to go and see them too, and went to the Merch store in city. Got myself another poster and a wristband. I've been wearing the wristband ever since. After that updates say the boys are on a boat/ yacht. So walked to Circular Quay and started searching for a white boat. See what I mean, I go crazy for them and I just started to drain myself. I kind of gave up. I went to their hotel but they weren't there. I knew they weren't but I just stood there in hope of seeing them.
Wednesday; stayed at home but woke up like 5am to watch them on The Today Show, Sunrise, Kyle and JackieO and other interviews. They were so flawless and real on TV. It felt more real seeing them on tv than in real life, strange but true. Maybe it just confirmed to me they were actually in Australia. I took a nap coz I was exhausted from Tuesday and at night they had interviews on Nova and Hot30 which I tried listening to when I went out with my aunties and sisters for a girls night out dinner. I felt like I wasn't contributing or engaging with the dinner, like I secluded myself just to listen to the boys on radio. I felt horrible. IT'S A FREAKING DINNER EMILY, HAVE FUN. LISTEN TO THE RADIO INTERVIEW LATER. That dinner could of been fun if I was more aware that I was there.
Thursday; I went out with a friend to the city to stalk them again, this time I was reluctant. I went with her because she hadn't been looking for them yet. I was so tired and I just thought 'I don't care anymore' and I wanted to go home. There was no point in looking for them when their security is tight and they're practically hostages in our country. Around 3pm, there was a figure on the balcony of the hotel, right at the very top level. We chanted Niall, I didn't.. I had loud noises, but THE OTHER GIRLS chanted Niall assuming it was him and IT WAS. He fist pumped and waved clarifying it was him. AWESOME. I saw Niall :) And Harry came out and waved too, you could tell by his posture and the way he walked that it was him. And Louis doing the 'move back' move through the window of the hotel, that was him. But today I made a lot of friends with other people, they're actually really nice girls. I couldn't believe how nice all the girls were and how cooperative or helpful they were to each other in finding the boys.
Friday- I didn't care. My care for them in Australia died. Also my care for the people going to the concert died too. I didn't give a crap. Of course I wanted to be there but I'll meet them in the future. Yeah my sister insisted we go somewhere to take my mind off so I went to my cousins house and was going to bake a cake but instead we had casual conversations.
THE END. THEY'RE IN MELBOURNE. HOORAHH. THEN THEY'LL BE BACK IN THE UK WHERE THEY BELONG. HOME SWEET HOME.
MY POINT is I don't ever want to do this again. It was hell. Stalking the boys.. no. Don't go there again Emily. I've realised I've distant myself from my family a lot BECAUSE OF THIS. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT BECAUSE I CAN'T. Family makes me happy and I shouldn't avoid them because of 5 guys.
FANX.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 5:30 PM
■ Tongue tied- Group Love
TODAY IS HARRY STYLES BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
For those who don't know who Harry Styles is, he's a member of the band One Direction and I have been completely and passionately in love with him for... a year and 3 months? Since October 2010.
Anyways, I know he won't ever read this but I'll just say what I want to him.. imaginatively.
Hey Harry,
Happy 18th Birthday!! I hope you're enjoying LA or.. are you returning back to the UK? That doesn't matter, I thought I let you know that now you're 18, you have more responsibilities and duties to fulfill. That doesn't mean go out and party or drink til you get wasted. I want you to stay sane lol.
Other than that, you drive me nuts. You're so cute and funny and whenever something makes you laugh, you squinch your eyes shut and have that lovely smile up. Not to mention your dimples... can they go any deeper? haha
Don't let all the press and media get to you despite the rumours of you and Caroline which I feel are true. If you're happy then stay happy and DATE HER. These people shouldn't have to affect your decision on who you want to date even though she's 15 years older than you. Hence, Ashton Kutcher did it.... but on the downside look where it lead him.
So best of luck for you and the rest of the band. I know you'll be in Aus soon and I'll be waiting for that day when I see your beautiful face and hopefully get to speak to you.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I thought I'd write more but I didn't. Strange.
I'd post pictures/ gifs of Harry but I did that in the previous post and besides, I have like thousands of pictures of him so it'd be impossible to just choose one.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
For those who don't know who Harry Styles is, he's a member of the band One Direction and I have been completely and passionately in love with him for... a year and 3 months? Since October 2010.
Anyways, I know he won't ever read this but I'll just say what I want to him.. imaginatively.
Hey Harry,
Happy 18th Birthday!! I hope you're enjoying LA or.. are you returning back to the UK? That doesn't matter, I thought I let you know that now you're 18, you have more responsibilities and duties to fulfill. That doesn't mean go out and party or drink til you get wasted. I want you to stay sane lol.
Other than that, you drive me nuts. You're so cute and funny and whenever something makes you laugh, you squinch your eyes shut and have that lovely smile up. Not to mention your dimples... can they go any deeper? haha
Don't let all the press and media get to you despite the rumours of you and Caroline which I feel are true. If you're happy then stay happy and DATE HER. These people shouldn't have to affect your decision on who you want to date even though she's 15 years older than you. Hence, Ashton Kutcher did it.... but on the downside look where it lead him.
So best of luck for you and the rest of the band. I know you'll be in Aus soon and I'll be waiting for that day when I see your beautiful face and hopefully get to speak to you.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I thought I'd write more but I didn't. Strange.
I'd post pictures/ gifs of Harry but I did that in the previous post and besides, I have like thousands of pictures of him so it'd be impossible to just choose one.
Saturday, January 28, 2012 3:20 PM
■ Glad You Came- The Wanted
Not going to lie but I can say for everyone else that they're not looking forward to school in 2 DAYS. People who are looking forward to school are generally those who want to see their friends and loves that whole returning back to school feeling and ask 'HOW'S YOUR HOLIDAYS? I MISSED YOU!'- pfft.
On the other hand, Harry confirmed he and Caroline WERE together. Well he didn't actually say it but his tweet made it obvious.
" Please know I didn't 'dump' Caroline. It was a mutual decision. She is one of the kindest, sweetest people I know. Please respect that"
Okay I've never hated on Caroline or sent her any hate because that'd just be mean but to see Harry actually posting his personal life and having to clarify things up shouldn't even happen. People should get over him and this 15 year age gap. Oh for you guys who don't know, Harry's 17 years old and Caroline's 32. That's the issue there but I really don't care.
When he tweeted that, I just poured my heart out for his boy. He doesn't deserve this. Let him live his life and date whoever he wants to date no matter what that age is. That said, I prefer him to be with Caroline rather than an average teenage girl. I actually think she'll keep him humble and grounded but the media is driving this whole predicament into chaos.
Poor Harry..
On the other hand, Harry confirmed he and Caroline WERE together. Well he didn't actually say it but his tweet made it obvious.
" Please know I didn't 'dump' Caroline. It was a mutual decision. She is one of the kindest, sweetest people I know. Please respect that"
Okay I've never hated on Caroline or sent her any hate because that'd just be mean but to see Harry actually posting his personal life and having to clarify things up shouldn't even happen. People should get over him and this 15 year age gap. Oh for you guys who don't know, Harry's 17 years old and Caroline's 32. That's the issue there but I really don't care.
When he tweeted that, I just poured my heart out for his boy. He doesn't deserve this. Let him live his life and date whoever he wants to date no matter what that age is. That said, I prefer him to be with Caroline rather than an average teenage girl. I actually think she'll keep him humble and grounded but the media is driving this whole predicament into chaos.
Poor Harry..
Thursday, January 26, 2012 4:41 PM
■ Straight Lines- Silver Chair
Purchased these loafers last night. Real leather at a good price. I won't tell you the exact price but I got it under $30. What a deal! I can't wait til they come and slip into my feet.
Monday, January 23, 2012 1:06 PM
■ Somebody I used to know- Gotye (feat Kimbra)
I've noticed lately that I'm not photogenic or I don't like to be in photos. Also I haven't taken a luvo in forever. When someone wants to take a photo with me, I hesitate and refuse but I give in and take it anyway.
I don't know why I hate taking photos now. It's the wrong time too, now that I'm nearing the end of school. I think it's because I'm getting mature. I don't feel mature but it's time I act like it. As young as my cousins are, they keep me as immature as possible and I kind of like it.
Another thing, now that social networking sites are available I know that photos can be displayed. I'm not afraid if I look ugly or not, I'm used to it after all these years with a camera but it's the fact that people always have to put their life on display and show everything about themselves on Facebook or Twitter. Especially on Facebook. When people go out to eat or go and have a cup of coffee, snap: take a picture of the coffee and mobile upload it. Honestly, it's not necessary. And when I go out somewhere, let's say with friends and they've brought a camera. I don't want our outing to be viewed on Facebook. Weird feeling but I'm getting the sense that not everything about ourselves should be a life account.
I don't know why I hate taking photos now. It's the wrong time too, now that I'm nearing the end of school. I think it's because I'm getting mature. I don't feel mature but it's time I act like it. As young as my cousins are, they keep me as immature as possible and I kind of like it.
Another thing, now that social networking sites are available I know that photos can be displayed. I'm not afraid if I look ugly or not, I'm used to it after all these years with a camera but it's the fact that people always have to put their life on display and show everything about themselves on Facebook or Twitter. Especially on Facebook. When people go out to eat or go and have a cup of coffee, snap: take a picture of the coffee and mobile upload it. Honestly, it's not necessary. And when I go out somewhere, let's say with friends and they've brought a camera. I don't want our outing to be viewed on Facebook. Weird feeling but I'm getting the sense that not everything about ourselves should be a life account.
Sunday, January 22, 2012 11:20 AM
■ Moments- One Direction
Sorry but can I show you how much I love Harry Styles.
